There are very different crosses that we can choose to carry.
We can choose to carry the cross fiercely and furiously. Thrashing and writhing the carrying of this cross is marked by hate or, at least, brimming with deep burning resentment. It is utterly absurd for the carrying this is a cross is devoid of meaning. It especially is seen when material comfort and ease are sought supremely. It seeks to avoid suffering at all costs. This cross proclaims the gospel of self-aggrandizement: that is, maximize pleasure, minimize pain. Like the unrepentant thief, this cross does not redeem. It only consumes and annihilates.
There is another cross that sometimes is borne. A spirit of resignation is witnessed when we grind out an especially difficult situation. Initially difficult facts are accepted because no other alternatives seem to exist. Unlike the first scenario of the hardened heart, the carrying of this cross brings forth possibilities for a change of heart in this lifetime and for all eternity. Like the good thief, self-acceptance can occasion conversion.
There is yet another way to carry of the cross. Jesus takes up his cross with suffering love. The cross He bears is done so willingly and for us and for our salvation. In this way, Our Lord confers on human suffering a deep abiding meaning and purpose. This cross saves and redeems.
Intentional disciples of Jesus discover that sorrow and suffering cease to be all consuming as soon as the cross no longer is seen as an end in itself and existing apart from everything else. Genuine believers know that Jesus always comes to meet us! Then, let us make our way to Jesus through our sorrows and sufferings.
- Which cross are we choosing to carry?
- How are we drawing closer to Christ Jesus?
- Dare we desire making our way to Our Lord through our sorrows and sufferings?
